Thursday, March 19, 2009 12:25 AM
this for baby . oh yeahs . should i be happy or sad ? . i really dont know . we seems to drifting or i am thinking too much as you say .do you still remember what we promise each other ? .there's so many promise . i'm going insane over you baby . jealous is normal . if i dont jealous things wont be right anymore .sometimes i really really dont wanna care what you do anymore D: . but how hard i try . i stilll have to care . 13more days to fifth month . what surprise i'll have from you ? . hope to celebrate with you ? to me this year birthday , i'm a lil contented . i dint smile much . but tears all th time . my whole hand is full of blue black and etc . i really felt so pain . yet i kept to myself than teeling you D:am i really not up to your standard ! D: . i really want you to be happy . i dont want you sad or angry over stuff . making more problem to yourself . i wanna see your smile , hais . whenever you treat me like another person , i felt like a stranger to you . i'm like transparent you know D: . if one day , i'm shouting for you . will you ever appear in fornt of me ?D: . we hope to engaged on our 2years anni being together (: . can we ? D: . when you said i'm th longest girl being with you . but do you know how much i love you D: .do i know how much you love me D: . i really wanna spent my whole life time with you just you and no one else. you is enough . i dont want you to push me to others. i dont like those feeling . i want to be happy being with me and not becos i love you than you saty mylove . 0111200-8 08am , i really dint regret being with you and i really dint . all those memories we had already kept in my heart like treasure . i dint even dare to forget D: . remembering we first met up , thought we like stranger at first butbut after all we slowly become sweeter and sweeter . suddenly you like a change person you know ? totally change into another guy i kn ow before D: . i want past th YOU . and not th present ONE ! i hope we could overcome everything together bah . hais . i'll let everything take it's natural course . who you wanna contact ot what you wanna do . go do bahs . i wont say anything . i'll keep quiet like a mute . one day you'll know what i means . i love you and i do . me love you . hope we could last eternity . this post i wont tell you i wrote it (: . larrykoh you're my last . and i hope to be your last too . jealous always kills my heart badly . me love you like nothing can change my love towards you .