Monday, March 16, 2009 6:59 AM
to you .
hais . this for larrykoh . i'm sorry for everything i said just now . i told you i jealous or hate you contact girls . is becos i care . hais . if i dont care i wont bother caring. as i said to you . i'll not control or care who you contact , i'm not th yingxue you know anymore .i wont care anything and control you anymore . i'll gant your wish what you want it to be from now on . everyone reads my blog and they can be witness , i swear . i wont wanna control you anymore .you happy i happy . thats th only way we could be happy bah . i just dont wanna quarrell with you . really . this few months with you i'm happy . but i also want you happy . i dont mind being sad or suffer . i will suffer myself form now on . i'm already not your past girl.f you know . i change becos of you . hais . i willing to do anything to make you happy . i will not control or stuff anymore . i know i'm being over and useles . all i do is to make you angry thatd all . sometimes i really feel like throwing myself into a deep sea and never come up anymore . i dont wanan see you sad either . still remembering you promise you wont contact girls , end up you broke your promise . i wont blame you . blame it on me for being stupid . its gonna be my birthday tomorrow ? whats our outcome ? . hais . i bet you are half tired of this relationship . dont tell me you dont . you have being giving in to me all th time without fail . i wont blame you , maybe all is i do out derhs . you took your sintua and brothers your first prioty . i wont blame you because they are more importants in life . i dont mind suffering if i have to be with you . maybe i give to you isnt enough to touch you at all . maybe i should do more to touch you ? . do you still love me as before ? do you baby ? . as what i said . i wont control you or even care about you contacting who . do what you use to be and what you wanna be bah . force you no use , blame you no use . everything no use , only all is in you . promise what you can and never break it . dont promise thing you know you will break it . hais . i'm sorry hais . blame on me than . you know you meant to be so much . so i care and say how i feel . if you dont meant to me so much i wont be caring you . hais .suan luhs . i know i dont have th right to care you . do you still remembering what you told me just now marhs ? . get married at what age and etc ? . you know i felt so happy and xinfu ? . hais . i know i'm overdone . sorry . hais . i love you you should know . explain so much also i dont know what will happen either . let you know i love you . hais . takecares . i'll always standing beside you .
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