Sunday, May 10, 2009 12:58 AM
where are you dearest D:
this post for my dearest boy.f ahpui ! i post becos i miss you so much D: i know you cant see. but i hope you could feel how much i miss you now D: it feel so sucks without you ! . it's gonna be our first month in 4more days S: today is 10May'09 ! times pass so fast D: you inside i'm aloonee outsdie waiting for your return D: . my exam are already starting . i'm done with two three papaeR ! . english, mother tongue ,ss+geo . i felt so lost when i'm in exam . still remember . no matter how shag i was to be . you'll make me smile without fail . recently things happening too much already . i'm totally no moood for it D; .during exam . i got no time to finish all my question ! D: my mind was all about you . how are you inside and stuff . D: i feel so shag D: . i talked to ahboy yesterday over your stuff and his case. i got him to help me something . i hope you'll know all about it . but i rally hope i could tell you personall ! D: i miss hugging you tightly , holding your hand walking everywhere , get your sweet kiss . joke with me , play with m , crap with me all around . we kept bullying each other ! D; all like auddenly gone D: do you still rememebr 14April'09 2339 <3>
how i wish i could ask you . how's life in there . do you miss me ? . do you still remember our promise ? . do you knwo how much i miss you . how much i need you now D; . i attidue you , we both attidue , yet in th end you gave in to me still . D; you pampered me so much . cab fare everyday without fail . dont let me spend my own money instead you paying for me D: if i dont allow you to , you'll say you dont friend me . D: i miss th day we ton outside . you sleep till so late than came down at 8plus . we had abit of cold war over some stuff . we were fine after awhile . i told myself i gotta change my attidue D: . i miss everything of yours D: where my daily goodbye kisses D: goodnight sms . goodnight call D: . sms-ed till late night , meet up everyday ! . fall alseep in your arms with your warm hug tightly D: dearest i miss you so much D: . 09May'09 . i went bugis . i saw many couples walking around . i felt so sppechless D: . how i wish you were there . it'll be totally perfect D; . you'll never fail to there i swear D: . how i wish you would be there , you confirm will help me ctach that winnie th ppohhh D: . walk-ed to couplelab ! D: th more shag i am to be D: . still remember if you go in your first home leave we'll go do coupld ring do you remmebr D: do you still remember our promise . not to be broken .
you said you scare i might run to others , but i hear by saying i'm waiting for your return . maybe it be good news or bad news . i'll be waiting . i prove my love for you is true . even you ocmeo ut , you dont want me anymore . i'll let you go to where you hope to be . i wont hold you back . but as long as you know i'm th one loving and and waiting for you . yes it worth it dearest. i dont mind waiting , i dont mine suffering daily just for your return . ahby going in end may . if you're inside i'll ask him pass you some message . yes he promise he'll (: but boy , i hope you'll be gettign probation like how ahboy say to me . ask me dont think so much and stuff .
you'll be fine . but baby i hope you still remember 4more days to our one months anni ! D: i hope you would celebrate with me D: hais ! i'm waiting for your call dearest . i hope you still remember me . i hope your love is still there for me !
ahpui i love you D: hais !
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